May. 3rd, 2013

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May. 3rd, 2013 08:06 pm
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I've decided to make my journal more diary-ish so please bear with me and my rants and my sudden shifts in languages. :)

My afternoon ended with a quite large amount of bad vibes (BV) from blockmate friends. I don't really know why and so I kept blaming my impulsive moody self for this:

We finished a little late in the lab while my other friends who belong to the other lab were dismissed early. As we were waiting for our decon to end, we bummed out time by playing iPad games and sharing stories and such, those unexpected bonding moments that we surely miss from each other after spending almost half of our days in labwork. Then this friend of mine kept inviting everyone over for Kinect or dinner out somewhere, only that they could not decide where. I, being the underdog poorita, kept silent as I really don't know a place for such a worth-it dinner. I waited for them until our decon was already ready so that they can finally decide where we can eat. As I got back from tucking lab stuff away, our other blockmate was inviting everyone for dinner at their house as a pre-celeb for his birthday next week. Being that hungry and wanting to escape academic attachment for a while, I immediately beamed at everyone and beckoned them to join with me to our other blockmate's house. Unexpectedly, my close friends are all not quite excited to go. In fact, they really don't want to go. I do not know why! We could have our bonding moments at our other blockmate's house, can't we? Is it like, the more, the merrier? Apparently, they just don't want to go! After all those time of waiting for them to decide where to eat, and now that we got some offer for free, they would skip it? How about swallowing your pride and just go with the flow, bond with everyone? ARGH. I just don't know what to do. Looking at the poker faces of my close friends and just one close friend who would like to come, out of my insanity and indecisiveness, there, I decided just to go back home to the dorm. Bakit kasi kailangang sumpungin din sila? Eto na nga ako naghahanap ng bonding time and yesterday seemed to be the right time!

And so there, I walked my way back to the dorm, with earphones on my ears. Good thing one of my favorite songs, Chiisana Koi no Uta by Mongol 100 was playing, alleviating my bad mood.

As I was entering the dorm, I saw four kuyas from my other org, sitting and talking. They beckoned me to join them as they had this 'problem' of consuming all the ice cubes they had bought before it turns to water. And of course, me being so tired from walking and stressed from the situation I left at the Insti, joined their talk about nonsense things. It ended up me joining them again to search for dinner. Yes, search. Naglakbay pa kami ng ilang bundok para makarating sa kakainan na close din pala! Haha. And yes, being the only lady, I sure got all the nonsense bullying. It doesn't really matter to me, as I know that they are all joking and heck, nonsense is nonsense. I was practically laughing all the time.

My only problem is this one kuya who was kind of show-off. As we got back to the dorm to eat our take-out, this kuya started questioning everyone about other languages we know. And this kuya? He boastfully prides himself with how much he learn about Nihonggo. In my face talaga, mag gaganyan siya? BV vibes all over again, biglangang ang hangin on a summer night. GRRR. And he just doesn't want to stop even my expressions are so overyielding of saying "no, stop it you". Good thing, there's this another kuya who distracted me with his Mandarin words and experiences from being an exchange student to Xiamen. I was deliberately listening to this one kuya! And not with the other one who was starting a Japanese 101 lessons, starting with the introduction of oneself. Okay, ikaw na. Tama na, please??!

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Tomorrow's another day, hope the BVs go away. 

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